My ChildhoOd

i grew up in a average chin-dian family.. my dad was tat typical drinking & violent indian.. used 2 cOme up home drunk & started 2 break things in the hOme.. if unlucky, mum & i wOuld get it frOm him too.. there was once that he tried 2 hang himself on a pole outside the bathroOm.. luckily my mum brOught him dOwn & he got intO a fits so we called 995.. the best thing is, in the hOspital the next day, he didn't remember a single thing tat happened.. even accused us of making stOries..

since 5, i helped him 2 pack his drugs.. by the age of 11, i was glue-stiffing in the neighbOurhoOd 'lOngkangs' of bishan park.. i started 2 play truant & my attendance was like 14/96.. meaning i only went 2 schOol 14 days in the semestar.. i upgraded frOm glue-stiffing 2 ketamine, ecstasy, 5 & eventually ice.. i got caught in the yr 2000 where i was sent 2 Toa Payoh Girls Home for 2 yrs.. i was there fOr 22 mths b4 being released early fOr gOod behaviour..

when i came out i was still yOung & withOut a gOal in life.. i tOok my O levels but only went 4 the English paper.. sO i only got a credit in english.. i lOved tattoos, i mean who dOesn't? the 1st day i was released frOm the hOme, i started 2 take drugs again.. reasOn being 2 lose weight.. i tOld myself after i lOst weight i wOuld stOp.. i didn't..

in 2005, while i was in a hOtel rOom with my bf & frenz, the dOor got brOke dOwn by the CNB & i was caught yet again.. the 1st thing tat came 2 my mind was 2 jump dOwn that building.. we were @ the 7th floor.. i didn't dare lah.. my urine tested positive fOr Ice, K & 5.. i was sentenced tO 3 yrs imprisonment in Changi Womens Prison..

i'll cOntinue again on my time spent in Prison.. gtg now..