this is the 6th month i'm out & its gonna b anOther crazy 5 mOnths 2 gO.. bOring... life at wOrk has been blOod sucking & tOtally drenched oUt.. but luckily i have my brO there wOrking there with me 2 let me trash out my sOrrOws.. wOrk really sucks! but the cOmpany has really been rewarding me well..
recently life has been muCh beta 4 me.. cOz ther has been this sOmeOne whO has been mOtivating me & given me endless suppOrt in watever i dO.. finally sOmeOne understands me that much that i dun need to finish my sentence cOz he will dO it 4 me.. i never thOught i cOuld trust again, but he prOved me wrOng & i fully trust in this relatiOnship that will bring us 2 further heights.. the best thing is, my mum likes him..
i really miz the past but i am mOre excited in my future.. i juz want 2 lead a simple, cOntented life like nOw.. have plans 2 study & wOrk after my detentiOn is over.. i've alsO fOrgiven my dad & dO meet up with him.. thOugh, he hasn't changed much.. he's making an effOrt & i'll juz dO wat a daughter needs 2 dO.. he's getting old.. can't expect him 2 make big changes.. a step @ a time.. i'm trying 2 quit smOking nOw, hOpefully drinking in future alsO.. its nOt a matter of determinatiOn but mOre of 'want' OR 'dun wan'.. i dun wan 2 "tok like thunder but nO rain"..
dOesn't life seem juz perfect 4 me to have lOved onces by my side?? thats wat life is abOut, but unfOrtunately, many fail 2 be cOntented with themselves.. thats wat makes peOple selfish & ignorant & cynical.. been attending service at the New CreatiOn Church.. Pastor Prince is a wOnderful speaker & teacher.. love the service..
Till then!
