costa sand sentOsa

this place is horrible! i went there with my bf & mum & bro last weekend.. the rooms suck big time! its dirty! the air con in the room is so cold & they only give you the type of blanket that has holes! probably being used in prisons.. the room is cramp.. they gave me a room that faces the bloody forest.. the tv is blur.. the whole resort is so small i probably only saw 1 couple swimming the pool in my whole 3 days stay! WAH PIANG! but its cheap lah.. no choice.. if i knew it was in this condition, i would have rather gone to costa sands at pasir ris or downtown east.. Man..! but we enjoyed ourselfs lah.. drank alot at Cafe Del Moar, Coastes & Bikini Bar.. Literally drinking 12 hours ! even got my underage brother to drink a glass of singapore sling.. no effect on him leh... sian! this chalet was actually for my bf coz it was his birthday on sunday.. hoped he enjoyed himself.. my mum got him a levi's jeans, i got him a clinique for man cologne & a wallet.. he's quite a un-expressive & easy-going person so i dun know if he enjoyed himself.. of coz i want to see the best for him... costa sand sentosa is more of a sleeping place.. beta spend most of the time outside b4 u go back to sleep .. it'll be boring in the room..

my relationship mOnths after hOme detentiOn

wow! been a lOng time since i updated.. life has been gOod .. up & downs in realationship & home.. well, thats life.. actually i have lOts of issues to talk about regarding relationships, the singapore government & also issues on working with parents! lets see if i can finish this...

i have finished my home detention in august this year, it was a horrible year.. always so afraid that i might get home late & no wearing of skirts is enough to kill me! but life has been the same.. i still seldom go out ( good start) even on weekends its either stay home or fetch my bf.. there, we would probably go drinking and head home when drunk enough.. alot of my frens say i'm lucky that i have a bf to go drinking with me.. of coz we do quarrel & i always try to make him understand that we have to talk about our problems.. he's still stubborn but of coz i'll persevere.. i still believe that in a relationship, dun ask or think about who gives more.. coz it'll make yourself veri bitter.. theres been times when he wanted to give up coz we quarelled too much but lets face it.. which couple doesn't quarrel? and if u are the kind thats waiting for a fairy tale story, WAKE UP! though there are times when i still think bout the times when he wanted to give up .. i tink to myself, do he love me less now? or will he find someone better? will he be with someone that will quarrel less with him ? i really can't predict.. who can? i just know that i want to start a family with him & i trust that he's responsible to take care of our home.. be contented my frens whoever who reads..

My PerfeCt Man

another 2mths+ to go!! so sick of my current job.. do more pay less.. really not enough 4 mi 2 carry on.. i've got my bf, the perfect 1 who has been there 4 me through my ups & downs.. though makes me angry at times, he has given in much to me.. love ya so much!! being in a relationship, the most important thing is COMMITMENT.. never say "lets part" at a moment of anger.. coz it will alwayz be remembered.. stand strong & try to change not immediately, but slowly.. when ur loved 1 has seen the changes in u, they will follow suit.. dun try to change your loved 1.. coz they are like tat.. i've learned so much from JS.. realli so much that i noe he's the 1 for me.. he's changed me & i believe juz like the start, that we will make it through the rain.. even if 1 day he may have happiness without me, i'll alwayz b happi 4 him & love him juz as much.. feel so happi & fulfilled with my life.. i'll always be there 4 him watever happens..

met up with janelle my close fren yesterday.. studying in a polytechic now.. realli so happi & glad 4 her.. my god-brother is out.. xiaodi.. known him 4 the past 10 yrs.. really wish him all the best in watever he does.. after my tag is over, will be working with my mum in a law firm.. hopefully all goes well & i'm happi tat they have offered me a pay tat i'm so more than satisfied with.. all is well 4 me.. my career, family & love life.. wat more can i ask 4??

6 mOnths gOing on 7..

this is the 6th month i'm out & its gonna b anOther crazy 5 mOnths 2 gO.. bOring... life at wOrk has been blOod sucking & tOtally drenched oUt.. but luckily i have my brO there wOrking there with me 2 let me trash out my sOrrOws.. wOrk really sucks! but the cOmpany has really been rewarding me well..

recently life has been muCh beta 4 me.. cOz ther has been this sOmeOne whO has been mOtivating me & given me endless suppOrt in watever i dO.. finally sOmeOne understands me that much that i dun need to finish my sentence cOz he will dO it 4 me.. i never thOught i cOuld trust again, but he prOved me wrOng & i fully trust in this relatiOnship that will bring us 2 further heights.. the best thing is, my mum likes him..

i really miz the past but i am mOre excited in my future.. i juz want 2 lead a simple, cOntented life like nOw.. have plans 2 study & wOrk after my detentiOn is over.. i've alsO fOrgiven my dad & dO meet up with him.. thOugh, he hasn't changed much.. he's making an effOrt & i'll juz dO wat a daughter needs 2 dO.. he's getting old.. can't expect him 2 make big changes.. a step @ a time.. i'm trying 2 quit smOking nOw, hOpefully drinking in future alsO.. its nOt a matter of determinatiOn but mOre of 'want' OR 'dun wan'.. i dun wan 2 "tok like thunder but nO rain"..

dOesn't life seem juz perfect 4 me to have lOved onces by my side?? thats wat life is abOut, but unfOrtunately, many fail 2 be cOntented with themselves.. thats wat makes peOple selfish & ignorant & cynical.. been attending service at the New CreatiOn Church.. Pastor Prince is a wOnderful speaker & teacher.. love the service..

Till then!