hey there, tiz is the 3rd month tat i'm out.. really lucky 2 be out here.. but feeling stressed out deep inside.. there's so many things that i still can't get used to.. get into a relatiOnship?? i can't.. juz can't.. when a guy treats me well, i get irritated.. finally, i'm 21 on the nov 4.. !! but still no key to my tag! still have memories of the past.. unable 2 forget everything.. never regretted but hate this feeling.. shit man! it juz seems so familiar.. currently working for HSBC doing credit cards.. well, banking is really not 4 me.. but i can't quit too.. really duno hw 2 live the next 9 MONTHS!! at work everyone has a target, target is something not meant to be met, but as long as ur close, you're fine.. it feels so de-motivating when u face like 100 rejections a day & u have 2 motivate urself 2 keep going.. really SI BEI SIAN AR!! worst is, u still gotta keep to the restrictions of tagging! haizzzzzzzzzz!
